fuck my stupid chud life /j
Sept. 23rd, 2026 10:31pm
feeling: nausous
sorry i havent blogged in a few days!! these last couple days been... rough. my mom's bf was going fucking CRAZZZZZYYY yesterday for literally 0 reason. just beening a huge douchebag to my mom; starting arguments and shit over the smallest things and then fucking blaming my mom for starting said argument even thought she fucking didnt. god i fucking hate it here, i hope i can move out sometime next year. but today was okay! had a couple brownies a little bit ago and i think im sick now.. lol. also im terporarly removing the art page, i relized that i'm not comfortablr with my art being viewed with public eyes rn. im too much of a nervous wreck to have it up rn, maybe sometime later.
work SUCKS ASS!!!!
Sept. 20th, 2026 1:25am
feeling: complicated
ughhhhhhhhhhhhh.... work today kinda sucked. it wasnt too busy today, and even the shitty ass managers were plesant to be around and actually DID their fucking jobs, but for some reason im just PISSED. idk why???? like i said, today had the ingredents to be a good day. i think it was my other manager, who normally IS NOT this fucking miserable (i actually get along with them pretty nicely) was even MORE miserable than the shitty manager. i mean, they had a point today; they had to close with me (midnight) then be BACK THERE at FUCKING 9AM!!!!! yeah id be miserable too. but i was also kinda miserable heading into work as i had to be there 1 1/2 hours earlier than i was supposed too for semingly NO reason, so a crisp nice 8 hour shift turned into 9 and a half hours. which ik doesnt sound TOO bad but i CONSTANTLY work 9+ hour days. and ofc when i came home my mom was in a (rightfully) pissed mood cuz her boyfriend's a stupid piece of fucking shit, and his old ass siter was doing stupid shit. bugging my mom about stupid ass shoes while folding the same peice of clothing over and over and over again. id be pissed too, and i already was. THANKFULLY i have the day off tomorrow, so imma be good. hopefully i dont gotta do too much tomorrow, but knowing my mom's dumbass boyfriend, its probably gonna be hell. anyways, gn!!! ill try to post some art soon!!!!!
site rehaul!
Sept. 18th, 2026 11:27pm
feeling: better
overhauled the site a little more! now im slightly happier about it!!!!
secound test post!!!
Sept. 18th, 2026 10:55pm [Edited at 10:56pm]
feeling: nervous
just doing this to see how it looks. HOPEFULLY this is ABOVE the first post. heres to hoping.
[EDIT:] it worked!!!!
first post!!!
Sept. 18th, 2026 10:53pm
feeling: okay
welp, this is the first blog of (hopefully) many! now, i do have bad habits of getting REALLY fixated on something for like... 2 days before i never touch it again (literally happened with this site 6 YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!), but i do hope that i *actaully* keep up with this for a while. i defintally gotta so more to this site till its perfect in my eyes. might redo the color scheme of this place to make it fit my fursona better (havent really been into super bright colors and shitty looking websites since i was 16-17). well, lets see how this goes! i hace work tomorrow so idkkkkkkkkkkkkk lol :3
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